I think i need to apologize if that previous post contain alot of anger to you. Because it wasn't to me. Perhaps it was all the things that I've been keeping inside and it became like an erruption. Give me some time to recover. And... I don't know... I'm still shaking inside.
Working with people is really painful. Sometimes I wish that humans are islands.
see, you talk to humans, you get hurt.
you don't talk to humans, you'll feel lonely.
you talk to humans, others get hurt.
you don't talk to humans, they'll feel lonely (in some ways).
I'm confused. Humans (including me) are all selfish. We lie and cheat. Blame the word "dignity"... we all wanna keep our faces. Then again, if we do not lie, we hurt one another by telling the truth. Seesh!
What then should we do?
For me, right now, I think it's best to just... shut up and then scream out loud in the room.
If I haven't been really nice to you these few days, forgive me. "It's the time of the month" (Boon Woei, 2007)
Maybe, you don't have to talk to me when you see me... maybe it's better for now.
But um... if I do need to talk to you, answer me okay??
