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Thursday, September 6

It's Amber Precious.

Alright!

I apologize for the emo-ness I put up in front of all of you... especially to Priscilla & Wei Li... practically cried in front of them after I've got this:

I had to skip psy106 class because I couldn't control my emotions any longer. So I went home.

I was practically crying the whole day worried that Amber wouldn't come back. I was really very scared. The only time I didn't cry was when I fell asleep! Anyway, I kept praying.

This was what I prayed... and was crying at the same time!!

God, You know how I feel about this Amber missing thing. You know that I'm scared and afraid of losing her. I pray that You'll give Amber back to me. Even if she doesn't come back, I pray that you'll give me the strength to move on and to live without her. It's really, really hard. I really want Amber back. But God, I know You're watching over her, and I know she's safe in the hands of the GREAT BIG GOD. Since You are the great big GOD, if it's your will for Amber not to come back, then do as You want but help me get over with it. But God, I praise and thank you for putting me through this and God you are good. Please help me, Father....

It was the hardest prayer I ever prayed because I DON'T WANT to loose Amber. I know she'll die one day but I'm just not ready to loose her right now.

I continued to go out pasting posters all around USJ 2. Stopping at every junction and getting down from the car, with a poster and thumb tacks in my hands, I pinned every poster on the trees. I laid my hands on the poster praying for each one to be seen and read.

Late in the evening, like about 7 something, I wanted to continue pasting posters after a long rest. But, I had a phone call that went something like this...

"Hello, you lost your dog is it? There's a black dog in this street. Why don't you come to see it and see if it is yours?.......... Come faster because the dog looked very frightened and scared. I'm going out for dinner soon as well..."

On the way there, I prayed to God, "Let it be Amber".

As soon as I reached there, I saw people crowding. Lo and behold, there was Amber sitting on a pile of sand, far away from the people in the corner, afraid and lost. I know she was waiting for ME to come to get her.

I called to her name. She lifted up her head and saw me, but continued to sit there.

I called her name once more, "Amber, Amber, what are you doing there?"
This time, she heard me, got up, and ran to me... she remembered & recognized me!!

I grabbed her and hold her tight in my arms, kissed her too although she was really smelly!!! She licked me again and again. Tears almost ran down from my eyes but I managed to control it cause there were so many people around me.

Everyone told me it's really rare that dogs get to reunite with their owner after so many days of being alone. No one took care of her, no one adopted her.... But I know, she was in the hands of the great big God!

4 days and 5 nights without food...

4 days and 5 nights without shelter...

4 days and 5 nights without the comforts she used to have.....

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Me?

4 days and 5 nights with swollen eyes...

4 days and 5 nights with worries and fear...

4 days and 5 nights without signs and news about Amber...

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She's home now... with me... enjoying all her privileges for being my precious!

I've learnt so much these few days. It's as though God was testing me, making me lay down and give up my own ambitions and letting Him take over. And it was all good.

He is that great big God everyone needs. He's the One who changes things around, making life beautiful. Yes, we face tough challenges ahead, but MY great big God is...... there.

Credits.....

I specially want to thank the people who stood by me. It is because of YOU, I know God cares for me!

God =
Thanks for Your assurance. Truly, You alone are great and thank You for caring for both Amber and I. Thanks for listening to my prayer and bringing Amber back to me.

Yfers =
Thanks for praying for me and Amber. Your sweet sms-es too!!!

Wei Jiin + Pei Lynn =
i know you guys have been helping searching for my dog even without me asking you too. Thank You very much and I really appreciate every single thing you've done. Thanks for suggesting USJ.COM.MY too... it really helped!

Xi Wei, Ming Wei, Sparkle & Joey =
for helping me paste posters!!

Jackie =
for helping me print out the most important paper, the poster!

Jo Leen =
Thank you for your efficiency! You've been a great help... EVERY TIME!

Ng Ai Li =
Thanks for staying the night over with me and helping me search for Amber during the night of Merdeka!

Joshua Yeoh =
for praying your simple prayer and following me in the car! You were really so cute!

Jian Soon =
for helping me post posters :)

Johanna =
for helping me spread the word to your friends.

Chong J-Mee & Erin =
thanks for praying in Sunday school for me.

Every Help Christian Fellowship members who prayed =
thanks for praying for me and Amber. Thanks for being there for me too!

Priscilla & Wei Li & Becky & Jamie =
thanks for comforting me when I was really, really down. And praying too. Thanks for reminding me to not give up and that Amber is still alive!!!

Michael Wan CHEE HORN =
thanks for also comforting me =)

Aunty Jay =
For praying for me.

I apologize if your name is not here, don't fret k?

Just come pinch me and scold me for not putting your name there!!

Newly added****

Lordson Yen=
fortrying to console me!! :P

Baby: Hey Amber, I miss you, welcome home!
Amber: Oh, Thanks! it's great to be home too! Do you mind doing me a favor??
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Baby: .........

Posted at 01:23 pm by booyo

shanshan
September 8, 2007 04:35 AM PDT

hi betsy!glad to hear u've found AMBER!i was worried sick here too!!i wish i was back there for one sec.sorry that it only crosses my mind for a sec coz i have tonnes of assignments at the tips of my fingers when i learned bout the news.but im really really happy that she's back home in the nice comfy place! :) under ur care.i missed her so much!and baby too! and You of coz..it must have been really tough for u...but u made it thru!im so proud of u betz!take good care of urself and lovely precious amber and baby 2,k!see u in a few months time! cant waitt!! :)

wei-li
September 6, 2007 09:48 PM PDT

yea!!! and amber looks so happyyy =)
lala
September 6, 2007 04:53 PM PDT

heeeeeee
sho happyfying!!
:)))
betz
September 6, 2007 02:50 PM PDT

The picture so big!

it's a huge post!! hahaha!

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