It's been 5 days and still no sign of Amber. I'm scared, scared of losing her forever.

It's been the hardest 5 days. I know it sounds stupid missing a dog. But hey, Amber has been more than a friend to me. It's her friendship that she's given to me that I'll hold dear in my life. Now, it's like a part of me is missing. I'm just not happy anymore. If you have never own a dog before, you won't be able to understand how I feel.

I miss her and I can't help it. I just can't stop thinking about her. I miss her whining at me. I miss cuddling her; I miss her licking my face; I miss her lying down beside me; I miss shaking hands with her. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Where is she?

How is she now? It's been raining and Amber's scared of thunder.

Is she happy without me?

Is she alone? Is anyone taking care of her?

Is she eating well?

Did anyone feed her human food? She can't eat human food or she'll end up vomiting and purging…

I can't help but feel insecure. I WANT my Amber back. I've been tearing for the past few nights hoping that I'll get to see her again. I don't wanna loose her.

I'll wait. I'll never give up. I'll really use whatever energy I have to find her. I MUST find her.

God, I pray that whoever keeps her will return Amber back to me. If he/she decides to keep her knowing that I am her owner, please give him/her no peace in his/her heart and sleepless nights too. God, Amber has been a blessing in my life and I really want her back by my side. All for Your glory and honor. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Seesh... now I've got to go college with my eyes all big and swollen again.

........And I don't care how you think of me!