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Tuesday, October 9
WoOOh

I'm excited!

Hey peeps,
I've changed my blog address to: http://scribbleliciousss.blogdrive.com/

I will not post anything here anymore.

I'm liking the change!!

See you on the other sideee!



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Sunday, September 30
A busy post.

Unity = celebrating differences

How could 120 people possibly be ONE?

Only when each one of them are ONE with the same God, then we'll have the same mind and spirit.

Hmm... How should I start?
I'm gonna be really busy this week, so I doubt that I would be blogging. In fact, this whole semester/end-of-the-year thing is gonna be real hectic! But, by the grace of God, I know I'll be able to pull through. Time is flying so quickly that I think I need to pick up my legs to run instead of walking.

This week:
1. 2 assignments due
2. 2 mid term exams
3. A training and retreat to organize and attend....


I like to be busy. When I'm busy, I think of less nonsense. Then, I concentrate on other things. When give full attention to what I'm doing, I spend less time sleeping and eating. As a result, I loose weight! Therefore, I like being busy!!!!!

Oh yea, yesterday my family and I celebrated Barney's birthday. I think, I think, this is the most memorable birthday of all. Hehehe... :D He had all the waiters and waitresses singing to him + a free caramel muffin too....! I love you Barney!! Won't you say you love.... me.... tooo!





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Friday, September 21
Can you whistle with your mouth?

I can :D

Hey, I think some of you, not everyone, are overreacting to my previous posts. I have not loose my mind yet... its still here! *knocks brains*

Wait, did I mention my favorite passage from the Bible?

It's adapted from Psalm 101.

I w
ill sing of mercy and justice;
         To You, O LORD, I will sing praises.
         
  I will behave wisely in a perfect way.
         Oh, when will You come to me?
         I will walk within my house with a perfect heart.
         
  I will set nothing wicked before my eyes;
         I hate the work of those who fall away;
         It shall not cling to me.
  A perverse heart shall depart from me;
         I will not know wickedness.
         
  Whoever secretly slanders his neighbor,
         Him I will destroy;
         The one who has a haughty look and a proud heart,
         Him I will not endure.
         
  My eyes shall be on the faithful of the land,
         That they may dwell with me;
         He who walks in a perfect way,
         He shall serve me.
  He who works deceit shall not dwell within my house;
         He who tells lies shall not continue in my presence.

  Early I will destroy all the wicked of the land,
         That I may cut off all the evildoers from the city of the LORD

Anyway, this passage is not to shoot anyone down, really. These are like God's promises to David... and me, in which I'm hanging on to.
So, don't worry about me. As for what I'm going through... it's not as serious as you think it is. It's just another season.

~Chill with me, won't you?!

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Wednesday, September 19
Complicated.

hmm...

I think i need to apologize if that previous post contain alot of anger to you. Because it wasn't to me. Perhaps it was all the things that I've been keeping inside and it became like an erruption. Give me some time to recover. And... I don't know... I'm still shaking inside.

Working with people is really painful. Sometimes I wish that humans are islands.

see, you talk to humans, you get hurt.
you don't talk to humans, you'll feel lonely.
you talk to humans, others get hurt.
you don't talk to humans, they'll feel lonely (in some ways).

I'm confused. Humans (including me) are all selfish. We lie and cheat.
Blame the word "dignity"... we all wanna keep our faces. Then again, if we do not lie, we hurt one another by telling the truth. Seesh!

What then should we do?
For me, right now, I think it's best to just... shut up and then scream out loud in the room.

If I haven't been really nice to you these few days, forgive me. "It's the time of the month" (Boon Woei, 2007)

Maybe, you don't have to talk to me when you see me... maybe it's better for now.
But um... if I do need to talk to you, answer me okay??


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Sunday, September 16
Broken and shattered

I feel like jumping....

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Honestly, I think I cannot hold on any longer. I want to fall away, right now. I'm tired of how people think of me and trying to live up to their expectations. I'm not myself anymore. FYI, I've been giving many fake smiles and faking my happiness too.

I'm weak, I admit. I'm very emotional, I admit. I'm really, very, sensitive.

I can't take jokes. I don't wanna talk anymore. I hate being laughed at because i don't think it's funny. I hate the comments people give to me when they don't really know who I am. I really felt like screaming "shut up" to them. Because no one on earth knows who I am, not even you.

I've been suppressing my feelings for months and I want to let everything out.

I hate being shouted at because I'm a human. I hate flirters (girls especially) who only wants attention from guys. I hate girls with vulgar words. where's all the women of great virtue? So drop value (jatuh standard) lahhh.... I hate Christians with double standards, worshipping God and wanting recognition from the world as well.

I blog because I want to express what's inside. It should not be taken as a joke and it's definitely not a subject for you to poke fun of me. My feelings are fragile, and so is my heart. I hate it when people used what I've blogged and make fun of me. I don't like it when people secretly read my blog posts and then talk behind my back. I hate faking my laughters pretending that I don't mind. I'm feeling pushed to my limits where I can't hold on any longer. I really feel like jumping.

I have not been myself, last week, yesterday and today. I don't know about tomorrow but I doubt I will have the best day of my life. I've come to a point of giving up trying to understand people when people don't give a pooh of me.

I mean it when I say I'm busy. Please take my 'no' seriously. Please stop giving me work to do because I have enough to do. And PLEASE, give me a break.

That's it. I'm done. I had enough. It's over.

i love myself and I understand myself... therefore, I'm not going to let anyone hurt me anymore... I'm gonna protect myself, defend whatever that comes my way, because no ONE, nO ONE, understands the real me.

i'm sorry. But I've come to a point where I will not listen to anyone's comments anymore UNLESS they are people whom I look up to and people whom I think or feel, live up to God's standards.

Whatever you read here, remains here unless I decide to talk to you about this, so please do not mention any of these even when you see me.



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Thursday, September 6
It's Amber Precious.

Alright!

I apologize for the emo-ness I put up in front of all of you... especially to Priscilla & Wei Li... practically cried in front of them after I've got this:

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I had to skip psy106 class because I couldn't control my emotions any longer. So I went home.

I was practically crying the whole day worried that Amber wouldn't come back. I was really very scared. The only time I didn't cry was when I fell asleep! Anyway, I kept praying.

This was what I prayed... and was crying at the same time!!

God, You know how I feel about this Amber missing thing. You know that I'm scared and afraid of losing her. I pray that You'll give Amber back  to me. Even if she doesn't come back, I pray that you'll give me the strength to move on and to live without her. It's really, really hard. I really want Amber back. But God, I know You're watching over her, and I know she's  safe in the hands of the GREAT BIG GOD. Since You are the great big GOD, if it's your will for Amber not to come back, then do as You want but help me get over with it. But God, I praise and thank you for putting me through this and God you are good. Please help me, Father....

It was the hardest prayer I ever prayed because I DON'T WANT to loose Amber. I know she'll die one day but I'm just not ready to loose her right now.

I continued to go out pasting posters all around USJ 2. Stopping at every junction and getting down from the car, with a poster and thumb tacks in my hands, I pinned every poster on the trees. I laid my hands on the poster praying for each one to be seen and read.

Late in the evening, like about 7 something, I wanted to continue pasting posters after a long rest. But, I had a phone call that went something like this...

"Hello, you lost your dog is it? There's a black dog in this street. Why don't you come to see it and see if it is yours?.......... Come faster because the dog looked very frightened and scared. I'm going out for dinner soon as well..."

On the way there, I prayed to God, "Let it be Amber".

As soon as I reached there, I saw people crowding. Lo and behold, there was Amber sitting on a pile of sand, far away from the people in the corner, afraid and lost. I know she was waiting for ME to come to get her.

I called to her name. She lifted up her head and saw me, but continued to sit there.

I called her name once more, "Amber, Amber, what are you doing there?"
This time, she heard me, got up, and ran to me... she remembered & recognized me!!

I grabbed her and hold her tight in my arms, kissed her too although she was really smelly!!! She licked me again and again. Tears almost ran down from my eyes but I managed to control it cause there were so many people around me.

Everyone told me it's really rare that dogs get to reunite with their owner after so many days of being alone. No one took care of her, no one adopted her.... But I know, she was in the hands of the great big God!

4 days and 5 nights without food...

4 days and 5 nights without shelter...

4 days and 5 nights without the comforts she used to have.....

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4 days and 5 nights with swollen eyes...

4 days and 5 nights with worries and fear...

4 days and 5 nights without signs and news about Amber...

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She's home now... with me... enjoying all her privileges for being my precious!

I've learnt so much these few days. It's as though God was testing me, making me lay down and give up my own ambitions and letting Him take over. And it was all good.

He is that great big God everyone needs. He's the One who changes things around, making life beautiful. Yes, we face tough challenges ahead, but MY great big God is...... there.

Credits.....

I specially want to thank the people who stood by me. It is because of YOU, I know God cares for me!

God =
Thanks for Your assurance. Truly, You alone are great and thank You for caring for both Amber and I. Thanks for listening to my prayer and bringing Amber back to me.


Yfers =
Thanks for praying for me and Amber. Your sweet sms-es too!!!

Wei Jiin + Pei Lynn =
i know you guys have been helping searching for my dog even without me asking you too. Thank You very much and I really appreciate every single thing you've done. Thanks for suggesting USJ.COM.MY too... it really helped!

Xi Wei, Ming Wei, Sparkle & Joey =
for helping me paste posters!!

Jackie = 
for helping me print out the most important paper, the poster!


Jo Leen =
Thank you for your efficiency! You've been a great help... EVERY TIME!

Ng Ai Li =
Thanks for staying the night over with me and helping me search for Amber during the night of Merdeka!

Joshua Yeoh = 
for praying your simple prayer and following me in the car! You were really so cute!


Jian Soon = 
for helping me post posters :)

Johanna =
for helping me spread the word to your friends.

Chong J-Mee & Erin =
thanks for praying in Sunday school for me.


Every Help Christian Fellowship members who prayed =
thanks for praying for me and Amber. Thanks for being there for me too!


Priscilla & Wei Li & Becky & Jamie =
thanks for comforting me when I was really, really down. And praying too. Thanks for reminding me to not give up and that Amber is still alive!!!


Michael Wan CHEE HORN =
thanks for also comforting me =)

Aunty Jay =
For praying for me.

I apologize if your name is not here, don't fret k?

Just come pinch me and scold me for not putting your name there!!

Newly added****

Lordson Yen=
fortrying to console me!! :P


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Baby:  Hey Amber, I miss you, welcome home!
Amber: Oh, Thanks! it's great to be home too! Do you mind doing me a favor??
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Tuesday, September 4
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Amber.... Where are you???

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Monday, September 3
It's a sad, sad post.

It's been 5 days and still no sign of Amber. I'm scared, scared of losing her forever.

It's been the hardest 5 days. I know it sounds stupid missing a dog. But hey, Amber has been more than a friend to me. It's her friendship that she's given to me that I'll hold dear in my life. Now, it's like a part of me is missing. I'm just not happy anymore. If you have never own a dog before, you won't be able to understand how I feel.

I miss her and I can't help it. I just can't stop thinking about her. I miss her whining at me. I miss cuddling her; I miss her licking my face; I miss her lying down beside me; I miss shaking hands with her. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Where is she?

How is she now? It's been raining and Amber's scared of thunder.

Is she happy without me?

Is she alone? Is anyone taking care of her?

Is she eating well?

Did anyone feed her human food? She can't eat human food or she'll end up vomiting and purging…

I can't help but feel insecure. I WANT my Amber back. I've been tearing for the past few nights hoping that I'll get to see her again. I don't wanna loose her.

I'll wait. I'll never give up. I'll really use whatever energy I have to find her. I MUST find her.

God, I pray that whoever keeps her will return Amber back to me. If he/she decides to keep her knowing that I am her owner, please give him/her no peace in his/her heart and sleepless nights too. God, Amber has been a blessing in my life and I really want her back by my side. All for Your glory and honor. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Seesh... now I've got to go college with my eyes all big and swollen again.

........And I don't care how you think of me!


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I so miss being with you........



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Sunday, September 2
S.O.S


Do I sound desperate enough???

HELP!

If you seen or found her, please let me know...
Oon Yow, please help me look out for her and please don't roll over her with your kelisa wheels!!

I miss Amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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"PLease help me get back to my owner... I miss her too!!"

How I wish dogs can read, then they'lll just look for the address and go home to where they belong... :(

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Wednesday, August 29
Check this out!! SO COOL!!

Read all the Numbers... Slowly!! Be Careful....or else you'll miss something.. 



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very good!!!
tomorrow we'll learn abc

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You know how your life changes when you sort of widen your range of friends everywhere you go?? Bet you do. See, close friends call me Betz or Betsy (pronounced as bad-see). Not so close friends would normally find it hard to say my name correctly and end up calling me Bepsy, patsy... and the most common, pepsi. Yeah, that gassy drink that taste not as good as coke. Anyway, back to my point, if you simply can't pronounce my name properly, it's okay, just call me Betz. Sometimes, closer friends call me worst nicknames but ahhh~ we're still friends. And still can't live without them!!!

I can say many things about myself but I'll leave it to you to find out yourself... feel free to stick around anytime!!

One more thing, I really, really love singing in the toilet...beautiful acoustics :p

"I am not what I ought to be;
I am not what I would like to be;
I am not what I hope to be.
But I am not what I once was,
and by the grace of God,
I am what I am."
(John Newton 1725-1807)

Fav food - any form of potato
drink - bubble tea!!!!
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hobby - singing in the toilet
current cravings - still bubble tea... crabs too



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